This is not my first or even fifth blog. I have been here before, this is a creative outlet that I may continue to use until I'm done. I'm doing this again to help me get right, get my head together or figure out why I continue to let the same shit I'm not pleased with to happen. My love for life is not the same. I always seem to get my way but yet I'm not pleased with how life is unfolding. My happy is eluding me and starting to put some distance between good and bad times. I have had some difficult times as everyone has, but mine I have to deal with and that is what this mission is all about. Yes, this has become a mission. I always complete my missions! I imagine much of what I say will sound like life is good, but I promise I'm not feeling it. I will not be able to get much of what I want back but that is not the task here. The task as hand is to create new adventures and happiness. I am so committed to completing this mission that I will unbend my perspectives of what shit appears to be giving me. I need perspective and I will have it! Perspective changes and I'm about to put a stop to that noise. Perspective is about a portion of time or about an event that could of changed the way you evaluated something or whatever, I'm about to make it about a moment of time, something I can enjoy. I can't know what I don't know but I can know what I do know.
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